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[personal profile] rmc28
I know I'm days behind on this, but there was a wee bit of furore on a LibDemVoice article, where Jo Swinson used the launch of some size-16 mannequins to promote the government body confidence campaign and there were a number of commenters who were very concerned that this might mean fat women think it's ok to be fat.

If feeling miserable and ashamed of my body achieved anything, I'd have been toned and slender long ago. So I've tried to give up body-hatred and focus on what I can do. My body has grown two enormous babies, and fed each of them for years. I rack up 10,000+ steps a day on my pedometer, and I cycle-commute around north Cambridge every weekday. At the end of September last year, 12 weeks post-partum, I took up running with Couch-to-5k, and after a couple of gaps this year (flu in February, and the hot summer), I've re-established a habit of running three times a week and am dreaming of running a marathon next year.

Twice a week I run in my lunch hour at work. I am a fat woman and my running gear does nothing to hide this, because it is comfortable and functional. I've been enjoying seeing some of my friends making Clovember posts, and so today I snapped a couple of photos of me in my running gear before I set out. Photos and numbers are behind the cut.

Here I am in our disabled accessible loo which conveniently has a full-length mirror. (This may look oddly familiar to those of you who also see [livejournal.com profile] emperor 's Clovember posts.)

Ready to run

Blue running top from Aldi, black leggings from La Redoute, high-vis socks also from Aldi and Nike trainers. Black neoprene bumbag, which I think came from Advance Performance back when I was doing powerwalking in 2009-10. It holds my phone, my entry card, and my pedometer.

Here I decided to turn sideways and show the full horror of my tubby belly. It turns out that I couldn't take a non-wobbly sensible photo, so have the one with me pulling a face instead.

Side view

Numbers: I weigh about 105kg, my BMI is about 36, and my clothes size is around 22-24. Most of society tries to tell me multiple times a day that I am terrible for being this size, usually while trying to sell me something.

Sometimes it feels like a conscious political act, going out and being a fat woman visibly exercising in public. Sometimes it's just a good way to spend my lunch hour. I always feel happier afterwards and that's the real reason I keep doing it. Politics has nothing on endorphins.

Date: 2013-11-14 23:39 (UTC)
From: [personal profile] techiebabe
Good for you! Yes, if being what society calls 'a healthy weight' was easy, everyone would do it. Your point about being seen to exercise is interesting; as a fat woman I feel that I shouldnt be seen eating chips / sweets / unhealthy food in public. But hang on, what if it is my annual treat to myself, or similar? Why should I care what strangers seeing me might think? Yet I do. I resent feeling like that, at the same time as not being able to shake it off. :-(

(Btw, small point, it is an accessible loo, not a disabled one, unless it is broken / out of action.)

Date: 2013-11-15 09:34 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] beckyc
Nice sporty pics!

Glad to hear you're having a good time exercising and that you've got things that fit in with your lifestyle.

And, gah concern trolls! Spare us all from them!

Date: 2013-11-15 10:17 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] nanila
You look good (especially in blue!), you're healthy and best of all, you're fun to be with. It's a delight and an honour to be acquainted with you. :)

Date: 2013-11-15 11:20 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] naath
I've never really understood the logic in the nasty fat-hating trolls; if you were trying to comply with their demand to be thin then surely exercise would be a part of that? Shouldn't they be all "yay, the fat woman is trying to be thin, keep it up". LOGIC THEY DO NOT HAVE IT.

Your high-vis socks are excellent.

Date: 2013-11-15 12:46 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] emperor
I still don't understand the appeal of running, but I'm glad it works for you :-) Good pictures, too: it took me several goes to not be staring into the phone when taking selfies using the loo mirror!

Date: 2013-11-15 13:52 (UTC)
From: [identity profile] irishkate.livejournal.com
Well done.
I have lost weight recently but I am not fit. You out fit me and I am envious (but not enough to do anything about it)

You should be proud of what you have accomplished and you look great.

Date: 2013-11-15 16:57 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] hilarita
Since my weight gain, I've been trying to focus on fitness not fatness. Because my primary goal is to be healthy, not to fit into other people's boxes. But shopping and exercising in public (other than walking a lot) make me feel rubbish. I can totally understand that Exercising While Fat is a political statement, and you're doing an awesome thing.

Another person saying you look cool to me

Date: 2013-11-15 17:18 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] jinty
TBH I wouldn't say from that photo that you look like you weigh 105 kg, not because I want to flatter/reassure you (on the grounds that's not something I reckon you need or want); but because I think we don't normally get a good sense of what weight actually means in our society. Not sure that I can express any more of my rather inchoate stream of thought at this point on a Friday though.

(By saying you look cool to me I am not saying that you or other fat women exercising need to look cool to me etc etc etc.)

Date: 2013-11-15 21:34 (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] silveradept
I would like to know what the justification is for people insisting that it's not okay for fat women to be fat that doesn't rely on (a) "They look ew." and/or (b) "DEATHFATS". Because both of those are pretty much bunk.

Just reading your exercise ambitions and accomplishments is exhausting.


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