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I know I'm days behind on this, but there was a wee bit of furore on a LibDemVoice article, where Jo Swinson used the launch of some size-16 mannequins to promote the government body confidence campaign and there were a number of commenters who were very concerned that this might mean fat women think it's ok to be fat.

If feeling miserable and ashamed of my body achieved anything, I'd have been toned and slender long ago. So I've tried to give up body-hatred and focus on what I can do. My body has grown two enormous babies, and fed each of them for years. I rack up 10,000+ steps a day on my pedometer, and I cycle-commute around north Cambridge every weekday. At the end of September last year, 12 weeks post-partum, I took up running with Couch-to-5k, and after a couple of gaps this year (flu in February, and the hot summer), I've re-established a habit of running three times a week and am dreaming of running a marathon next year.

Twice a week I run in my lunch hour at work. I am a fat woman and my running gear does nothing to hide this, because it is comfortable and functional. I've been enjoying seeing some of my friends making Clovember posts, and so today I snapped a couple of photos of me in my running gear before I set out. Photos and numbers are behind the cut.

Here I am in our disabled accessible loo which conveniently has a full-length mirror. (This may look oddly familiar to those of you who also see [livejournal.com profile] emperor 's Clovember posts.)

Ready to run

Blue running top from Aldi, black leggings from La Redoute, high-vis socks also from Aldi and Nike trainers. Black neoprene bumbag, which I think came from Advance Performance back when I was doing powerwalking in 2009-10. It holds my phone, my entry card, and my pedometer.

Here I decided to turn sideways and show the full horror of my tubby belly. It turns out that I couldn't take a non-wobbly sensible photo, so have the one with me pulling a face instead.

Side view

Numbers: I weigh about 105kg, my BMI is about 36, and my clothes size is around 22-24. Most of society tries to tell me multiple times a day that I am terrible for being this size, usually while trying to sell me something.

Sometimes it feels like a conscious political act, going out and being a fat woman visibly exercising in public. Sometimes it's just a good way to spend my lunch hour. I always feel happier afterwards and that's the real reason I keep doing it. Politics has nothing on endorphins.

Date: 2013-11-15 01:12 (UTC)
megpie71: AC Tifa Lockheart looking at camera, very determined (Give me the chocolate & nobody dies)
From: [personal profile] megpie71
I'm another fat woman who tends to feel defensive and somewhat resentful about eating food in public. The whole time I'm eating something which is labelled as "bad for me" in public, I'm on the defensive, pre-emptively ready to snap the head off whichever arsehole decides to walk up and try to shame me for having the temerity to eat something which isn't primarily lettuce.

I've also experienced the sort of "ewwwww... get your horrible fat cooties out of our nice clean gym" thing as well (both by implication, in having a couple of teenagers giggle at my fat, jiggly, sweaty self while I was on an exercise bike; and through hearing a colleague at work complain, in my hearing, about the temerity of some fat woman having the hide to be using a treadmill when she'd been wanting to use it at her local gym). Fortunately, the local leisure centre I've started attending doesn't seem to run to judgemental arseholes in the swimming pool; admittedly, the last two times I've been there, there's been aquarobics classes running at the same time for the "over 50s" set, and the majority of them resemble me more than the instructor.

Strangely enough, the thing which tends to stop me from getting involved in more sport and exercise is the difficulty I have in finding appropriate protective gear. The sports shops in Australia tend to be positively phobic about the notion of a fat person coming in and getting their fat cooties all over the merchandise - you'll be hard pressed to find anything in a size larger than a 14. I went looking online for a sports bra to fit me (Australian size 20 band, E cup) and quickly realised I'd be looking at importing something from the UK or the US. I was lucky to find the swimwear I did - one of the local discount chains (Best & Less, for any interested Aussies reading) actually has a pretty good range in their plus sizes stuff, and they stock swimwear which goes by the assumption that someone who's over size 16 is going to have tits which are bigger than the "12B or not 12B" cups which are standard in most swimwear. So for the first time in year, I have a set of swimwear I'm not spilling out of the top of - it's great.


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